a little note to HIM

it's been a while i didn't update my blog

asal nak update jak kompom sik jadi

dah taip panjang berjela last-last DELETE!

it happened last month where i accidentally met HIM again

me and my friends were having dinner in one of local cafe

while waiting my other friend to come suddenly he walked in the cafe with his other half

at first i didn't realized until he passed by my table

OMG! I know I already get over it but seriously...

i'm not comfortable with the situation.

I know they're celebrating his birthday

I don't even looked at him

I was making myself busy talking to my girlfriends

dalam hati mok jak nak kuar kinek-kinek form the cafe

but sik kempang ninggal kawan nak...

it's a good exercise though for me to be stronger

Seriously, at that time he is INVISIBLE from my sight.

I don't even care and me and my girlfriends had a good time

dining and talking like we own the place!

But deep in my heart, sumpah seranah mengarey jak kali

then they walked out from that cafe while me and my friends

still having our girls talk

I had a look and saw he parked his car just beside mine!

Damn!!! sengaja kah apa tok?

Tapi seriously cepat ada sidak makan lok

I haven't finished mine pun masa ya padahal my food dtg dolok

Dunno what he's thinking at that time

but seriously bumping on you again makes me feel uncomfortable

trying to run but there's no point

running away doesn't make me feel better anyway

what a small world

within this year i already bumped into you for so many times

either u realized or not

me as usual being very ME will make u invisible from my sight

that's the best thing i can do if we bumped to each other again

i know u're reading this

Sorry if i made u invisible

that's the best way and i notice u're doing the same thing too

but u will not being forgotten

i wish memory can be delete as easy as Ctrl+Alt+Del

but we're human

tends to make mistakes

and we learn from that mistakes

to become a better person, right?

Wish u all the best in life and

I'm happy seeing you happy with your love ones

Happy belated birthday to you!

p/s: until now, i still bought a gift for u. sounds silly but i never forget your birthday even though we're apart. u're still a friend whom i can never forget.